yupyups. there geog class today. meet deen and mel. and go to sch together! we were late. but its okay. lols. should have come ltr(: ms chan didnt really care. suppose to go home today after class. but in the end went out with deen and mel to marina square. yup window shopping.. ok. i dont really enjoy shopping. lols. am i a girl?? lols. walked ard.. then had lunch at mac. mel SLEPT!! haha. she slept and me and deen took pic(: haha. well all was rubbish i look ugly. didnt have to mood to take pic and plus i dont like my sch u and bad hair day.. ya. then cont walking ard. i want to get this roxy purse? YUPS! its nice(: it has blue roxy words all over it! ITS NICE LAH(: shall invest on it. anyone who want to get for me i dont mind(: haha. kding lah. ya. then had to go home. i was tired and mel had to reach home before 5. but its alrd 5 plus. lols. wanted to take the bus back cause my ez link got no more money. i made deen angry.. sigh. i dont rmb saying that deen. sorry. yups. walked to raffles control station. and found out i had no more money in my ez link. in the end had to pay for the standard ticket.. i was stupid. lols. i wanted to put my note into the place where the card is suppose to be inserted. embarassing. lols. i am lu chi lah. i think i didnt go raffles walk before???? i dont know. im mountain tortise. i should like join some tour ard singapore thing or maybe learn how to take the bus and mrt. lols. bleah. theres a maths class tmr. bleah.

i had enough of online homework. its horrible. why cant the teacher just spent some extra time photocopying the worksheets instead of this stupid online thing. argh.. its not hols at all. there like so much hw!!!! nearly every sub theres hw.. EDIOT teachers. aiya anything..

tmr have geog class. yups. then i dont know alrd. lols. i have yet to look at the timetable for june. did i blog i got my results? anw. i did very very badly. bleah. the level and class position is like horrible. the worse results i've got. bleah. theres like camp and chalets next week or is it this week? anything. i cant be bothered. i have been doing since 12 plus? i hate maths. no matter how hard i study them i still dont get it. especially a maths! argh. oh. i just rmb! 31st there tp jc concert. yups. going with zhilin. hang myself.

i love love love green tea(: green tea good for health(:

i think my com is okay alrd(: it didnt really hang that much today. and i manage to do 6 lessons of the emaths hw. yups. good com(: life is boring during the hols. i got nothing to do. even if i have. i will be lazy then everyone will nag at me again for not wanting to go out. haha. it happens every year(: lols

DEEN: go kbox ok! orelse i blackmail you(: you dont sing like a crow. if you think you are. i cant imagine those " talented " pple who join singapore idol, like that whisper guy(: go ok(: soon loves you(: and sorry for not calling you on 27th may(:

finally the hols! im very very tired. sac idol.. i think its lousy. the sound system. hardly the contestant sing. left early so who is the sac idol? i dont know. i was so un-high. sac idol is boring. i think i am able to fall asleep even if its very noisy. yups. ex-student came back too. its like the bung really look like guy.. ok. anything. and janelle and charlotte dressed as some movie theme thingy. ya. i think they look weird. going against their personality?? haha. anything lah! anw! my ah ma when back home(her house) today! so i can have the room to myself alrd(: yips! but i think she'll be back tmr.. ate roti prata at 10 plus for dinner plus lunch. lols. im tired!! june. theres so many thing. june- 3.8 class chalet, gfc bbq, choral fest practices, extra classes and HOMEWORK ONLINE. okay. thats lame really lame. this time CONFIRM must do the hw. cause the teachers are able to track those we didnt do. aiya. irritating. sacss is an irritating sch. never let your daughter come this sch(: 3.8 lost the inter sch captain ball match. well they did their best(: 3.8 ROCKS(:

tmr..tmr.. omg. teachers and parents meeting day. report book. omg lah. my parent going to see my bad results and then the teacher will complain abt me. haha. oh man. i missed cycling. went to ecp with aina ytd. yups. cycle from one end to de other end. haha. and ecp got alot alot of cats!! and there are some who were BLUE-EYED! shall switch on the aircon today! hmm. should i? anw, haha. im tired lah! yawns(:

dam pissed. always get pissed at home. just because i was unwilling to wash the dishes i got nagged at. theres so many things that are adding on to my anger. my unstable emotions are like back. todai is choral fest last practice in may. next practice is on the 23 june. 8am.. irritating. reach home like early today. 6.30! not like the other days. 7.30 od 8 then reach home. 2 days left sch early. hw pile up. im like so tired.. how to do. tmr morning then do? aiya.. im sleepy. very sleepy. have to do stupid ss. i think i will do it tmr morning. how i wish i can pon sch. 3 more days to june hols. but still have to come back to sch for cca and extra classes. ya. then july is the choral fest concert thing. bleahness bleahness. aiya. im stressed! dont feel like cont blogging. bye

hahaha. today is a long long day. left sch at 10.30am today. deen and mel didnt come to sch today. pon. tsktsk. yayness! gay told me i passed my emaths! hahaha. i am happy! yay. finally i know how to sing the choral fest song(: its quite nice after all. haha. yups. hmm i think boys in choir are gay? hahaha. no offence(: yups. i will never take bus 67 from bukit timah back to bedok! its like. horrible. especially when you're hungry. and the stupid bus ride made me so puke-ish. bus ride is like 1 hr plus. plus when im like reaching my bus stop. theres a traffic jam.. accident on the road. yups. met aina when i reach my block. bring her to the what paris salon. and it was closed. so went to 'hair temptation' to cut her hair. ITS OKAY LAH AINA! YOUR HAIR IS NICE. stop saying its short. no tail. blabla okay(: its nice(:

DEEN: sorry lah. i change the smiley loh(: sorry. and you didnt come to sch! very good hor. send yourself to RTC! lols.

anw. yupes. im leaving early again! tmr tmr(: haha. going to skip ss(: hap hap(: i love green tea. yay! haha.have yet to get my physis marks. i think i fail. ya.. failed all my science. haha. dont care! i hate my parents lah. tell them abt the stupid church camp they dont care. now parents teachers meeting thing. which is like this fri! they also cant be bothered.. OKAY LAH! at most dont get my results and report book only. SIMPLE. cant be bothered with them lah. only make my blood boil. life is boring these few days. slping early. so many lah. aiya! BYE lazy to type

stress stress stress and stress. choral fest scores are horrible. because i dont know how to read the notes. so i cant start off anything. sad thing. my daughter different grp from me. SAD! im with kaixin vivien and chin.. wth lah.. i dont want! haha. im in a mixed grp?? horrible! argh. choir. mr toh came today. he dont look so angry. practice was quite okay. haha. had sectionals after he left. my throat is like HURTING. and tmr still got the stupid choral fest thing. AHHH. the scores. 4 SCORES


had photo taking for cca. i didnt want to take until ms heng spotted us.. bleahness. haha. my hair was ugly. anw. its always ugly.. haha. HAO YI DUO MEI LI DE MO LI HUA(: haha. thats for wan jing(: specially dedicated to her(: im going crazy looking at the scores. and i got 16 articles to do.. yet i dont have my CAJ. that mag chan have not returned mine! i still rmb. everyone recieved it except me. BLEAHNESS! today damn slack. i was slping in mr quek class when hes teaching what? gradient? i dont know. was slping. ya. i gladly announced! I PASSED MY SS!!! 16/30(: i know its not very good but at least i passed(: i thot i will flunk it. im tired. want to bath and slp alrd.. prepare for tmr. bye! give me hugs(: 90 is not a good number. haha

yipps! i got my contacts alrd(: went to collect it just now(: hahaha. i will not be blind anymore. i hope. haha. yups. started again.. was kind of reluctant to go. cause im used to the life without cca. yayness(: hols are coming. i really feel like kboxing(: oh dummy. i know how you felt. sigh.. this fri is the starting of practices for coral fest. all the way till july.. sad. and the stupid practice is all the way at evans road? where the hell is that place. dont sound like its in singapore. haha. yups luckily im going with my daughter and some other pple. if not i really dont know how to get the the evans place. haha. practices are long and tiring. the actual concert is on... july... hahahaha. dont tell you:P


choir. jillian came. i think choir is bad? hmm sop 1 is left with.. 8 pple? ever since all the seniors left. sigh. thurs practice. i think it will be horrible. mr toh will be there. yups. today i think i was screaming. forgot all the techniques after all the days without cca. i found out i couldnt reach the notes i can hit the last time. sad case. sop 1 life is horrible. everything is high high and high. janey is stressed up alrd i think. is like we are always singing out of tune. flat. this that. aiya.. haha. i think choir is ok today. even though im screaming my lungs out. haha. shuyun is funny. lols. everyone tried to help us. like athina and shuyun. haha. they believe we can do it. yups. THANKS(: haha. oh well. that monster is downstairs. at my void deck. should i call the police? haha. kding:P went to interchange just now to get conditional and my CONTACTS! i bought the wrong conditional. mummy was angry. pmsing.. haha. so shes going to change the conditional tmr. anything lah. dont care(:


im tired of studying. nearly fall asleep in amaths class again.. as usual. haha. hmm heard from 3.5 that only 1 person in their class passed a mths mids. i think i did super badly. predicted... single digit marks. haha. im going for tuition for sure. miss ros going to talk to my dad soon. very very soon. the school is weird. we took class pic for year book today. werid.. and i got bad hair day today! bleah. i never like photo taking. always look weird in it. haha. aiya. i think i type and talk too much. toodles(:

my life these 3 days are horrible.. early in the morning mummy woke me up at 5? to ask me to switch on some thing at 7. hello whats wrong with her. i need to sleep too right..then at 9? was woekn up by my grandma. asking me to go to the market.. to get what vege and food. i went. i was pissed.. went to 85. get the food and the veg. went back home after that.. my emotions are really unstable. aand i have to stay home all day today. im confined to my house.. ytd kind of "fight' with my mum. i was reasoning out with her.. cause i wanted to cycle today.

sigh. ytd was a bad day. went to the market early in the morning. and when i reach home. i found out i bought the wring things.. my ah ma said some things which really made me angry. aiya. i went down again to get the correct veg call qing cai. how the hell would i know what is that. isnt it celery?!? and my sis breakfast. i totally forgot abt her breakfast. aina accompanied me down.. aiya forget it. what for talk abt ytd..

i want to go out!! out out out out! im stressed out! its worser than exams.

cut my hair today. its super thin! was whining the whole day. haha. theres no different.. dont know why mel deen and gay said there is. hmm. haha. went to one of the shop in a condo at marine parade. yups. but actually i think its ok. but im afraid that my hair will curl! i dont want..

yups(: went out with my girlfriends again(: AND FINALLY MIDS ARE OVER. rejoyce(: haha. we all went to cut our hair except mel. yups. went to little india after that. took the bus to douby gouht. haha. mel is so un-glam. haha. dancing and shaking in public. haha. we did alot of un-glam stuff. haha. yups. went to little india for threading. pain. haha. ate lunch there too. tosay(: spicy! its spicy spicy! i like(: stupid bandung. 1 stupid small cup cost 2.40... use what rose huh! gold rose ar. so ex. haha. ya. then we walked to bugis from where we were. not very far. but it was warm. haha. went to bugis street. haha. window shopping(: we are going there again to shop! haha. hols i think(: yups. we walked and walked. then finally went to the shopping mall where theres aircon! haha. took prints(: i look ugly.. bleah. anw. its has been? erm.. 3 months since i last took? haha. i love my girlfriend(: tmr have to come home early. i want to go out! but my mummy work. so no one to 'takecare' ah ma. so i have to come home early.. so bleahing. im totally broke! spend all the money i brought today. haha. im such a money spender. cant imagine if my mum allow me to have an atm card. confirm 1 or 2 days no more money alrd. opps. haha. yups. looking forward to collecting my contacts(: tmr or next week. alright.. BYE

yayness(: geog paper was okay! didnt really go study it. read thru the notes ms chan gave. and the paper was okay! i think i will pass(: so left with last 2 maths paper. emaths and amaths. sigh amaths!! DIE LAH! haha. shall study afterwards. yups. went to gays house(: suppose to study.. BUT. in the end we didnt. instead we did make up? haha. gay and mel were the make upers? dont know what you call them. anw. yups mel apple mascara for me and gay did the erm..... eye liner? haha. its nice(: unfortuanately i didnt take pic(: and i fell down today! hit my leg. and theres blue black! gays mummy floor is slippery. dangerous. haha. yups it has been a long long time since i last go gays house. we had lunch! yay! indian lunch. i like i like(: haha. we were like playing ard didnt study. manju is cute but im still afraid of her. haha. played the huge tennis ball with her. haha. very cute! yayness(: weds going to cut my ugly hair! with my girlfriends(: haha. yups. looking forward to the last paper! hahaha. im prepared for hols! KBOXING with my dummy(: SHOPPING(: GOING OUT(: CHALETS(: ahahha. so many more. yayness(: haha.

hmm. im so into the www.habbosoup.net yups. its some dj thing. go listen if you're bored(: i go there whenever i use the com. haha. dont know why. bored i think. haha. had fun today(: AHH. i dont like my sch uniform. and of course dont want pple to see me in it. haha. but... hahaha. nvm(: deen gay and mel are irritating. what ck.. kelvin tang. IRRITATING LAH! dumb dummy and gay haha. yupyups(: i love my girlfriends(:

ya. have been using the com since early this morning. and i change my monitor. haha. fianlly no more yellow. haha. my dad came home. bleah. yups. i have been listening to habbosoup? haha. lame lah. i know. i listen for the chinese songs only(: but its all repeated one. haha. yups. i didnt study at all. i didnt know what to study for geog. i was like staring into the textbook. i really dont know what to study. yups. i slept at 3 this morning.. and i slept in the balcony. ahaha. im crazy. its windy so i decided to sleep by the small window. im bored. alright. dont know what to type(: ahaha. byebye

just finished my salad. yups. then luckily theres porridge at home. if not im going to just have salad for dinner. i hate lightnings and thunder! sigh.. im having moodswing.. i get angrily easily now a days. sigh.. anythinggg. yups. went for some stupid jap doll exhibition at the art house.. what a exhibition. show some stupid dolls. which im so not interested. ya.. then after the exhibition. went to the shop downstairs. it was a shop that sells stuff in the past. haha. theres the alluminium cup and.. i forgot. i saw the big big big pen. haha. wanted to buy. but in the end i didnt. haha. if i get it. my mummy will scold me.

im suppose to go to my grandma hse for dinner. its like very irritating. they want me to go and yet no one is at my ah ma hse.. they went for voting.. they expect me to wait outside the house for them?!? see. im moodswinging.. sigh. have to study tmr. 3 major test next week. have to work hard. and i feel so so tired now a days. i feel like slping now. when its 8 only. have to watch my show at 9(: xian jian qi xia zhuan! yay!(: im tired..

finally a paper i actually know how to do. haha. emaths paper 1. i think it was okay! yay!! 3 more exams and its nearing hols.. but my stupid choral practice is starting.. omg.. horror lah! 8 hrs of singing? its going to be dam tiring. even though i dont need to go to sch. AHH. horrible! and i think june also have to go back! can i dont go!! ahhhh. yups. going to my ah ma hse to have dinner. mummy there. so she cooked dinner there. just came back from inter. yups. went to follow dummy eat her kfc. yups. im starving.. didnt have lunch or dinner yet. ya. im having irregular meals these few days. haha.

deen came to my hse. and my sis frns also came to our hse. so we were in the room all the while.. dummy slept. hahahaha. while shes sleeping was packing the room? so its neater. threw away some toys too. its time to wash all those bears. they're turning from white to black. haha. ya. like that loh. im tired, sleepy and hungry. SIGH! alright. got to go bathe. going to my ah ma hse(: toodles.

i know dummy LOVES ME alot! she wants me!! hahaha.

i just came back from my ah ma hse. my ah ma is fine. shes controlling her diet(: yups. brought home a tin of cookies! and chocs! haha. just now was so embarassing.. i forgot abt my plastic bag and went up the bus. then. had to ask the driver to open the door and get my plastic bag.. and.. when i got it.. the bus door closed.. haha. then bus didnt leave. haha. i stared at the door. haha. then the door opened of course. nice uncle(: aiya. it was embarassing. why am i so blur. haha. the stupid plastic bad was just beside me.. haha. yups. okay. my unglam act. haha(:

another horrifying paper i did. i wrote crap AGAIN. those i didnt study came out AGAIN. sigh. chem is horrible. i left 20 marks worth of qns BLANK. i think i only know how to do 1 page from section b and c. fail and with a single digit mark.. i know. i can predict it. tmr its emaths paper 1 not geog.. i think im going to fail again? all my mids will be filled with red markings. im stupid. cant study cant do anything.. sigh.

i tried cooking ytd. wasnt really good. the egg i fry was burnt. poor eggs. then the vege. erm.. my sis didnt dare to eat. haha. i can be a very good housewife who dont really know how to cook(: haha. ya.. should have learn from my ah ma. her food is the best!

oh, my ah ma is discharged. yayness. haha. dont have to worry so much for her(:

spend too much time on the com! going down to study for my maths soon! yups. must try to pass my maths! jiayou(: and too much fruits at a time is no good (FOR ME). haha. my mummy told me that. thot fruits were high in vits. so i thot eating more of it is good. oh well.. exams stress! 23 more days to june hols(: i think. haha

wth wth wth wth!!! ARGH! i did SUPER badly for ss. 1 hour is not enough miss a lim!! sigh.. my 12 marks qns... i was practically writing crap again. i think my mids this year is like... shit. haha. gay mel stooph and me went up late for our combine science paper. opps. but its only few minutes. so ya. then combine science. did like shit too... PHYSIS IS DIFFICULT! and mr quek! you ask us to learn the stupid lense thing and it didnt come out! thanks so much for wasting my time. im going crazy!! tmr pure chem.. that one SURELY FAIL. then on fri geog. dont need to say FAIL. my ah ma is so not good.. my mummy left the house for the hosp at 4 am today. ah ma got relapse..T-T ytd didnt go to the hosp. so today im going.. argh. i hate chem! dont know what to study for it.. might as well drop to normal. make my life easier. haha. but its impossible lah.

ah ma must get well soon!

my ah ma is suppose to be okay.. but now she got fits. mild stroke.. shes suffering. i dont want to see her suffer.. im going to the hosp ltr. studying there too. tmr is my combine science and ss paper. haven study for stupid ss. my english and chinese paper 2. i think i did SUPER BADLY. i didnt have time to complete my chinese and was practically writting CRAP. and for english. i wrote crap too. all one liner ans. whats over is over. i wrote crap and thats the fact. tmr ss paper 1 hr. i think i'll go crazy. REALLY CRAZY... so i think im going to fail ss? SIGH. my nose is running. plus the weather. cold.. and its making the flu worser. aiya.. irritating flu. and apple dont keep doctor away. its true. i ate alot of apples the past few days.. so apples dont keep doctors away(: haha. im munching on apples like everyday. apples my ah ma bought are sweet!(: ah ma.. sigh. still owe my daughter kinder suprise. alrights! toodles noodles(:

THANK YOU PANDA for the panadols(: * mm-uacks *

my ah ma is hospitalised. her condition is ok, i think. sigh.. went to see her today. shes like in pain.. i see her like that my heart also pain. cried again.. embarassing. i hate my life!! too many bad things happened. contact tore then now, my ah ma fall sick during my exam period! AND im down with a flu. argh. i dont know how to love my life.. how to study like that! WA! i sneezed and i got blocknose! irritating.

im like having ap. all because of the long hours sitting at the hosp doing nothing. i was like throwing tantrums on my daddy. sigh.. i sin again. always sinning. im evil. im so so so sorry to those whom i bullied or maybe throw tantrum on! sorry. forgive me. i do things without thinking. OH YAY! my contact.. called the person. she say that i dont have to pay this time. but if theres a next time i will have to pay. YAY! i saved my 100 dollar! aina like what i promised you! i will buy you 2 ice pop if i dont have to pay! hahaha. i keep my promise. haha(: (: wonder hows my ah ma. shes alone in the hosp. sigh, tmr going to the hosp again. got to study for my bio, phy and ss!! ARGH.. it seems that nth can get into my brain.. sigh. i dont want to have flu during exams! its horrible. i finish the flu panadol.. aiya. lazy to type. cant rmb what happen today alrd. toodles noodles

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DAUGHTER, JANEY!(: